140th

yesterday, i fell in love once again.

as an endeavor to unstressed the distressing self from this insane and illogical surroundings of mine, a short visit to my own self claimed daughter had taken place. the tiniest and the only human being that able to blow all my never-ending queries and confusions away without having to say a single word. i was at once commonsensical, felt so untainted and out of this phony conceited world.

but oh my, she ain’t that tiny anymore!
naughtier and cheekier.

and my sanity stays a bit longer this time of visit when iena whispered the sweetest thing that anyone could have ever said to me in my entire life. those magical words, for she had reveal how horrific her worries are of me, and that i have always been and forever will be in her prayers each and every day. in the purest non plastic way, that the heart sensed. in which oppose from the usual fake statement given by the rest, and at times, myself.

those miraculous whispered words are sensible enough to make me fall in love all over again with sincerity and genuineness of humankind, more than ever of hers. and also of others, at least for now.

i felt so blessed with this two angels that God has given me.