137th

no matter how much blood, sweats, or tears wasted, nothing would ever satisfy them. being way far off perfect is nothing near to gratify them. the God gifted futile humor worsen every situation even though it was at first unintentional. guilty as charge, the next after the first is always intended, mostly out of extreme dislike and self disappointment. the one thing that is emotionally unbearable is the feeling of being rejected, after giving all the best that could have been given.

having to bear with the most hatred hateness, she has survive this far. and she is damn sure that she could survive any further refusal. poignant? she is way beyond that.

heck, families are just strangers we are born with.

don't mind this sappy emotionally disturb bitch, it is that time of the month but she ain't blaming it on the hormones.

she is just being her usual self.
clueless, as always.

2 comments:

S said...

owh sweetheart. go feed on choc fondue and have a blast somewhere, which people would expect nothing from u but to have fun.

try to live up to expectation IS futile. none will be good enough. ppl will always be ppl. it's not ur fault if they aren't satisfied when u've tried ur best. seek comfort in that.

cheer up. must be the freaky friday. i'm feelin' blue too. blueekkknya la perasaan.

Anonymous said...

heard ya.